beat 273 - ransacked

"It's taken me this long to answer your question because I never think about my heart anymore. I used to. But then she broke it. And now I leave it guarded so no one, not even myself, can hurt it. She came into my life at a time when I wasn't looking. She took my heart and carelessly tossed it after years of loving it. She left me scared. She left me wondering. She left me and I will never see her again. Talking to you right now about my heart fills me with so many emotions. I feel hope all of a sudden, you know? Like maybe she will read this and come back. But I know she's gone and I'll always be left wondering how someone I treated so well all the time could just leave. I did everything for her, but it was never enough. I don't know if I regret it but I definitely regret not being able to give my heart away to anyone else again. Yeah, maybe one day. Maybe."


-Rohit, NYC
Investment Banker